Sorry.

Heyy ! 

A while ago , I chat with him . someone that I like the most . 

but , there's something went wrong . 

he said , because of me he remember bout her ex-gf 

seriously , I didn't mean to do that .

I just wanna see his picture with her ex-gf . 

that's all .

I don't even know that will make sense to him. make her thinks about that girl again.

....

So, he told me that he stalk her ex-gf cause he miss her.

then I asked her what did he find out bout her ex-gf but he refused to tell me.

I just want to know what has happen.

I keep asking what did he found.

...

He told me that, that girl has wrote one entry at her blog that say she miss him so much ! 

cant forget him.

...

and he , 

also cant also forget her, 

I know that he's trying to forget her.

really really trying.

but still cant , a three years relationship totally hard to forget.

...

plus , he said that im hurting him when I keep asking about that girl.

I feel like wanna cry at that time. 

how come I make him hurt.

im just asking.

curious to know about something

thats my habits.

...

but , maybe its true thats my fault.

asked him to many que about that person.

I said sorry to him and promise that it would never happen again.

I don't want to lose him

I don't want to see him go back to her.

I don't want to let him go. No! Absolutely cant!

I'm scared. what should i do?

notakaki::seriouslyIlikeyouverymuchevenwewerejustfriendfornow.Icantbeartolooseyou.Please.

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