ssh sgt ke ko nk reply msg aq mngatakn ko tu bz sgt2 ek ??

ssh sgt ke ko nk ckp elok2 ngn aq ??

ssh sgt ke ko nk phm ati aq ??

ssh sgt ke ??

aq bkn mtk ape pon , just mtk perhatian ko je y selame nih aq selalu rase .

bile ko care giler2 kt aq ,

bile ko risau lau aq xpick up call ,

biler aq nk kuar nan sape2 ko akn soal siasat aq ,

xpnah terlintas kt kpla otak aq y aq rimas ngn perlakuan ko tuh .. mlah aq lagi suka mcm tu sbb aq boleyh nmpk y ko syg kt aq dgn care mcm tu . but now , what happenn ??

sekeping msg aq pon ko xnk reply , aq kol berpuluh kali mcm nk patah jari aq sekali pon xjawb then biler ko da jwb ko ckp ko tdo .

bese2 lau ko tdo ley jer angkt call aq . skunk da xboleyh eh ?? walopon aq tau ade sesuatu y xkena ngn ko , aq still tahan perasaan aq n kate kt diri y ko mgkin rimas ngn care aq kn . but hari ni aq da xleh nk ckp cntu lagi kt diri aq biler ko xsudi pon nk reply msg aq walo sekeping pon . sampi kn aq boley terpikir nk g berdiri kt tgh2 jalan then kasik keter langgar aq .

asal ko buat aq cmni ah ?? ko buat aq patah semangat . ko xbg aq peluang tok aq tanye ape maslh ko . lau aq kol ko , ko tengking2 maki2 aq . ko pon xnk jelaskn bnda sebenar . mgkin ko pkir aq merepek tah pape kt cini kan . hmmm .

n aq gak ngah xsedap ati sgt skunk . nape ni wei .. xnk la rase mcm nih . da lame aq rase mcm nih .

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love can make u carzy

love is so complecated and somtimes it can make us crazy . tmbh2 lak lau kapel jenis y ddok jauh2 an ?? lagi ssh nk percaye dkt kapel masing2 . but bg aq kapel jauh ni agak mncabar n aq suka dgn cara mcm tu . xde la selalu jumpe kan . jumpe jrng2 dah la . lagi la rindu lau jumpe jrng2 . huhu ~~ but skunk aq wase sdeyh sgt coz patner aka kapel aq nih cam ade sumthing wrong somewhere jer . xtau la aq knp ngn dye . tiap kali aq kol nk tanyer khbar or whatever lah , msti kami akn gadoh n aq agak terase ati ngn dye y mcm tu . yelah sape xterase bile kiter tanyer elok2 buleyh lak org tu tengking kiter balik then biler kiter merajuk dye ley ignore cam tuhh jer . lau org len pon kena mcm aq komfem2 ah terase ati gak kan . bkn aq sorg jer kan . lagipun besala pompuan lau terase ciket mesti nk merjuk ke hape ke kan . dah mmg Allah da jdikan pompuan tu lemah , kuat nangis , lembik an .

aq pon xtau la bape lame lagi aq boleyh tahan lau sikap dye macam ni n makin mnjadi2 an . aq harap aq kuat semangt lah tuk adapi hari akan dtg sbb aq syg dye kn . xkn la nk ngalah cntu aje . come on la babe , dulu boley lak ko tggu dye trima ko . xkn la skunk nih ko xleh sabar kan .

aq jgak xtau sama ade skunk dye still sayg aq or dlm dilema . but lau dye da xnk aq lebeyh baek dye ckp kt aq an . xde la aq dok nanges je tiap2 mlm . xsggp wooo . hari2 mate bengkak . 

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tak keruan ?? ish , pelik je bunyi nyer tu an ... hmm , aq pon xtau ape la nk jadi skunk neh . walopon aq da stay at umah n cont stdy at KB jer , aq stil ase cam ade sumthing wrong somewhere ngan every decision y aq amek nih .. ssh sgt nk describe ape y mnjdi persoaln dlm kepala otak aq ni . aq sendiri pon xdpt nk knl pasti aq mslh aq y sbnrnye .. aq ase cm perlu an teman y ley phsyco aq siket neh .. adoii !!

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arap2 sgt mase cepat berlalu n aq pon dpt abeskan stdy ngn cepat . arap2 sem ni jgk pointer aq naek . mls sgt dah nk pkir sal stdy neh . 

tersgtlah mmningkan kepala . nk keje jer pas ni , xkesah la keje ape un asl an keje .aq xnk blaja dah lau boleyh . 

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keh keh keh

perasaan bahagia bertimpa2 , haha ! nk tau sbbnye ? sbbnye aq dok umah xde buat pape pon dlm smggu ni . ddok ja , mkn tdo , tgk tv . mak aq xdak plak nk bising2 kat aq . sampai aq un naek heran . besanya mak aq mmg xleyh tgk aq dok bersenang lenang ciket ja kompem dya akan mmbebel .. eheheh . bila mak aq dok lyn macm ni , mmg mnjdi2 la thap kemalasan aq skunk neh .. ala , xpela cuti sem an , lpas ni kompem mak mmbebel balik nyer lah ..

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sunday , 16 jan

next week aq da stat blja kt cosmo , at first nih ase cm gementar gak la , huhu ~~ n aq gak nk g blaja kete n wt lesen tok moto n kete . sbbnye kete da ade n moto un da ade , hehe . kayo den keto dapek moto un dapek . hahaha ~ actually kete uh bapak aq punyer but skunk da consider jadi aq punyer la and moto lak abg aq y kasi . xyah ssh2 aq nk beli sendiri . hehe ~ so skunk tgu reti bwak n da ade lesen boleyh la pkai keter tuh . keh3 . pastu biler ddok umah nih jimat la plak wase . duit xkuar pon , sepuluh hggt tuh da wape ari ade alam purse aq .


but , ade somthing y xbape nk lancar lam idop aq nowdays . its about love . my relationship with him became more worse day by day . i dont know why we always fight , no matter in what situation there always a point for us to fight . i really dont understand why all this can happen . i try my best make him happy with me . aq xtau nk uat cnne ag , dye skunk cam laen jer . aq tanyer un bkn nk jawab lagi nk marah aq adela . hummm . sampai an td aq gdoh sal fb n dye trus tuka pasword fb dye coz xnk aq bkk lagi fb dye . hurm , mybee xde jdoh aq nan dye kot . al maklumla aq pon rampas dye dari orang laen an .............

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